Sunday, May 24, 2009

One Year Ago...

Well. I have been thinking about this post for about a year. I have been writing it in my head for a year. But nothing I think of in my head is what I want to say.

This week last year is maybe the most detailed experience in my memory.
But I don't think most of you want to hear the details again.

I wish that I could write the testimony of how faithful the Lord was. While he still hurts too bad and I'm still so ... angry? grieved? Whatever...that post won't be written this year. Maybe a different year I can testify like Christy.

For this year...the day has been worn with grief and anxiety.

I miss them. Still.


  1. honestly, i have no words that are sufficient, but i wanted to let you know that i am thinking of you and am so sad for your loss.

  2. Thinking of you! Praying that God will comfort you as only he can!

  3. I just spent the last hour reading old archives from last year. My kleenex is a tattered mess now. So many memories came rushing back, but most of my tears were in response to all the love and tenderness poured out on all of us last year and for the happy memories we have...and for sadness, too. But, as we're crying and missing them today, I wonder if they're having a party celebrating one year in heaven??? See you tomorrow, right??

  4. I am so sorry. You are all in my prayers.

  5. Oi. Parabéns por seu excelente blog. Gostaria de lhe convidar para visitar meu blog e conhecer alguma coisa sobre o Brasil e nossa luta contra o comunismo. Abração

  6. I've been thinking about you too. I'm so sorry for all of these emotions to be stirred up again, but with it I hope you have many happy memories to lead you through. And I love Sally's comment! What a different perspective they must have of this day :)