Well. I have been thinking about this post for about a year. I have been writing it in my head for a year. But nothing I think of in my head is what I want to say.
This week last year is maybe the most detailed experience in my memory.
But I don't think most of you want to hear the details again.
I wish that I could write the testimony of how faithful the Lord was. While he was...it still hurts too bad and I'm still so ... angry? grieved? Whatever...that post won't be written this year. Maybe a different year I can testify like Christy.
For this year...the day has been worn with grief and anxiety.
I miss them. Still.
